Day 2 - I FORGOT TO PUT AMANDA AND BIT. Hoenstly, amanda has always been there. Even though we went some pretty long periods of time without talking, if something ever happened, I know I could contact her and get help. And the same goes with bit. The two sisters are amazing, and I love them :D
Day 3 - My room. Uh. Yeah. my room is pretty boring. Only 1 person besides my family has ever seen it (yay for erin o’mara). I don’t own a lot of stuff, to be honest. Have a bed in the corner with a LTBK poster above, desk with shit all over. And then a whoooole bunch of blank empty space in front of a giant 7x5 mirror that I use for dancing.
Kiran Haynes - Known her since the end of my sophomore year, through ODC backstage crew. Her and Mon-Shane were stage managers, and I somehow became good friends with the pair. Kiran’s mom used to think I was really hot, and comment all my eyes all the time. She was disappointed to know I was gay. : P Kiran lives in Flagstaff now, in northern Arizona. We don’t get to talk often, but I still love her to death. I don’t really have to say much more than a word, and she kinda knows what I’m talking about. Shes been there for me, thank you for that. :) She also owns a hello kitty dildo. I always like to think back to a time last year, for about two weeks where I was just all out depressed. I wasn’t eating, I wasn’t talking. Things were just bad, and she was the only one that came to me and tried to make me feel better, and it helped. Fucking love this bitch.
Brian Zia - Gay best friend kind of :D I met him on grindr. I’m not suppose to tell people that, we came up with a lie as to how we introduce one another if asked, but its tumblr. So why bother? He doesn’t do shit at work, so he just sits around and texts me all day, keeps me entertained and keeps him busy. Hes a 26 year old, who honestly, would fit in perfectly in a high school crowd. SO CHILDISH! Its cute though. Hes super adorbz. Neither of us are very decisive, so its kind of fun when we hangout. We spend 95% of the time thinking of what to do. (Which turns out to be eating every time, actually.)
So, Kevin Liu (Other boy on ODC) saw my post yesterday. After dance this morning when we were changing, he pulled out a drink, a cliff bar, and some stuff to make a sandwhich. He gave it to me and told me not to starve. (he had planned on making me the sandwhich but ran out of time) I don’t think anyone, let alone a straight guy, has ever done something like that for me. I walked to the library for english teary-eyed. God damn I love that kid. Thanks kevin :] I really appreciated that.
My head is spiiiiiinning D: My financial situation has officially been fucked up. I am now in debt, and will be until mid/end of summer. I currently have no money to feed myself, so I’m forced to revert back to my old methods.. Oh wait, I thats right, I have rehearsal almost every night. I have no time to go on dinner dates. So I’m just gonna starve myself. Already planning out next months funding, and as of right now, I shall have $10 a week to live off of .____. Fuuuuuuuck. 10 bucks is like, a day or two of food. I dont know what I’m going to do. I just plain don’t know. I wish I hadn’t agreed to go on the florida trip with orchesis, that’d be an extra $400 this month and last that I’d be able to use. Uhg. Someone shoot me.