July 2010
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“One can’t complain. I have my friends. Someone spoke to me only yesterday.”
—Eeyore
“I never asked you to earn me. I want only that you should need me. Bring the recurring desires of your mind to me, every time they emerge. Bring me your confusion, your fear, your craving, your anxiety, your inability to love the world, your hesitation to serve, your jealousy, all the deficiencies that defy your spiritual disciplines.”
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Well come back, vacation. I missed you so much since April.
Lack of appetite.
Lack of sleep.
Lack of energy.
Lack of enthusiasm.
Lack of general desire.
Quite depressing.
Being able to pack all of your belongings and valuables into one small box, and shoving it in the corner till you decide one day to part with it. Your entire life, in maybe 2 square feet.
I have big flashy danger signs going off in my head, but I'm choosing to ignore them for the sake of momentary happiness.
Ignoring your first instinct usually means you’re going to be in a lot of pain soon, boy.
