I used to have all the emotions coursing through as I would dance, it made it fun and easy. I loved exploring while I was dancing. Now it all just seems very bland and dull. That spark is gone. There’s no fun, there’s no joy, there’s no emotion when I move and I can’t even find a way to latch on and bring it out. It’s all cut off. It’s all been suppressed.
I was with a boy, some of his family, some of my family. All was well. We were having a lot of fun. And there was a hotel with an elevator. Not sure why that was significant. I just remember running around with him and being SO happy. Then I woke up and realized he’s gone, and I don’t quite know why.
Verbally and mentally fluid, you are refreshing and illuminating to those around you. This is occasionally somewhat discounted by the obvious pleasure that you take in exercising your mental acuity. Although generally peaceful you can often take a verbally aggressive tact in relations with the world, which can often be misunderstood by those around you. Innovative in the extreme, you can often think yourself right out of the correct answer to a given problem. Many times you are referred to as your own worst enemy. You tire very quickly of routine and so make poor clerks or administrative help. You also have no respect for authority and little patience for those you regard as inferior, most especially those in charge. Experimentation is your watchword and can occasionally lead to experience for its own sake and shallow decadence. Your thought can sometimes be scattered and disconnected.